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Sunday, 10 September 2006

What do I feel like writing?

Hmm.. maybe what's been going on with my life maybe? Maybe?

mmm.. I haven't really had any problems as of late. Except for this pesky photographer from SF State that keeps annoying me at random times about bitter thoughts he has toward other people. I just find it pathetic that he considers me competition for him when he's a sophomore there. HOW THE HELL do I have an UNFAIR advantage because I have equipment that he wants. It's not about the craft, it's about the skill. And apparently he can handle the camera better than me. *cough cough* Who the hell is the staff photographer for a non-profit organization called 826 Valencia. Who got paid by the school district for use of two photos for their calendar this year? Hmm.. someone that's typing right now maybe? Just because I don't know all the technicalities for my camera doesn't mean that he's better than me. This is the last time I'm going to vent about him because he doesn't deserve it. I do so much more with my life than he does. I can't help it if I don't feel like sucking up to the popular people at my school like he does. And I can't help it if I have better things to do than to keep up with the rumor mills.

That felt a lot better.

Ok what's positive?
1. Well I just interviewed Fiona for my new film project on stereotyping and its affects on society (i.e. racial barriers, etc). So far I have 4 interviews and edited one of them. Hopefully I'll have a really edited version of 15 mins for SFIFF by their deadline. The director there has told me to not freak about that. And I think I'm going to have to have a long-running one for the new youth-oriented film fest they're having next April or so.

2. I just got on the Board of Directors for a new in-the-making non-profit organization called "National Outstanding Teacher's Award Foundation". It's entirely youth-run. And apparently I'm the only person right now that on the BOD and the staff. So I have the most responsibilities right now. Designing the website is sort of a bitch.

3. Mm.. the broadcast at my school seems to be getting along fine. People can't get the camera or the position of the anchors the right way without me. Dear god, I need to train a new broadcast producer for next year. Well at least if they mess up, I won't be freaking out in the background seeing as how I won't be there.

4. The division in yearbook and newspaper is freaking me out a little. I still don't know if I'm editor-in-chief or not. Even though I have the most experience. *rolls eyes* I need to stop worrying about that.

5. NO MATH OR SCIENCE CLASSES! hahaha hell yes. My counselor said I have reached all my requirements in those areas. Thank God!

I need to get out of my house very soon to eat. I'm hungry.